lost it! i'm caught in a rage like an animal locked in a cage now i look into the barrel of a guage-boom! made me into the fool experimented on me like an animal turned me into a common criminal-criminal! i lost it, but i gotta get with it mutherfucker, now you're gonna get it i ain't one that'll sit and forget it i got into a war i can never win where the nightmare never ever ends and i don't know what i'm saying got into a war with reality that motherfucker it was waiting for me and i lost again! i lost again! took my dreams, ya left them there shattered took my hopes, ya dug them and they splattered took my mind like it didn't even matter entered a world that i didn't belong thought i could take it but i stayed too long thought i could handle it, boy was i wrong! fighting a war i can never win where the nightmare never ever ends and i'm not into playing got into a war with reality that motherfucker it was waiting for me and i lost it again! lost it! lost again lost it! lost again lost it! lost again i lost it! i went to war with reality that motherfucker he was waiting for me i never thought this could happen to me-damn! down so low but i can't be no higher when i was burning up you put wood in the fire you ain't nothing but a goddamn liar-liar! took all my strength now i tremble and drop you got to be down to go over the top oh, god can't you make this laughter stop? died in a war i could never win where the nightmare never ever ends and i lost it again got into a war with reality that motherfucker it was waiting for me and i lost again! liar, killer! lost again! i lost! murder, killer! hell i lost again! no! no! cleanse me from your evil you broke your promises! what did i do to deserve this? no one to save me from it! oh, lord please have mercy and now i've come to see it something's gone wrong with me i guess i got lost in reality hell i lost again! sure ain't easy, hell i lost again! alone i scream at the sky, it's easier than crying i'm shyest hen i'm shouting out loud i feel so alone in a room full of people i'm loudest when i'm in a crowd i'm alone, and nobody hears me can't nobody heal me, won't somebody help me i'm alone, i just need someone to take my hand and pick me up when i'm feeling down someone to take my heart and give it a home someone to help me through the times when i'm down and lonely someone to be with me when i'm alone i'm alone, all alone alone is the way i live, it's not the way i want it but you know you can't give in, alone is the way i feel, it's so hard to understand why i've got to be alone (chorus): if you took a look at my heart you'd see it i'm trying to be something better if you look at my heart you'd feel it i've got to keep moving on if you look in my heart you'd know it i'm just trying to make my world better if you look in my heart you'd see it i got to do it alone i've been down, i've been down i've been down, down, down so low i've been lost, so lost with no place left to go i've had emotions, emotions that you better hope you never know sometimes it feels like i just can't take no more (chorus) seems like things just keep getting further out of hand why can't for once things go as i plan how dare you, how dare you tell me that you understand let me tell you straight out, there ain't nobody here that can i'm all alone, i'm so alone, to be alone, just leave me alone if you look in my heart, you'll see it if you look in my heart, you'd feel it if you look in my heart you'd know it i'm not trying to make no one bitter i'm just alone, leave me alone, alone, alone, now leave me i've lived in places that you wouldn't never ever want to be places where for a minute you couldn't ever stand to be i've seen things, i've seen things you'd never want to see so what gives, what gives you the right to be the judge of me i'm all alone, i'm so alone, to be alone, just leave me alone a room full of people, can't nobody hear me, can't nobody help me, i'm alone i just need someone to take my hand and pick me up when i'm feeling down, when i"m down someone to take my heart and give it a home, when i'm down someone to be with me and help me through the times i'm down and lonely, when i'm down someone to be with me when i'm alone i'm alone, all alone alone is the way i live, it's not the way i want it, but i know i can't give in alone is the way i feel, there ain't nothign quite as sad as a person that's alone