I walked around alone last night and tried to look at people like I did backthen I kinda
wanted to just hang out remind myself what it was all about abouteverything I thought I
shattered and left laying there that didn't matter every now and then comes back to my eyes
moving in a new direction I know ifyou're not getting better you're getting worse but watching
everybody else it's getting harder to remind myself of what I've learned relying on anotherlame
religion to validate our arrogant traditions and any day we're gonna wonder why we've been left
behind this girl came up to me and said I think myteacher used to go to school with you and she
was right and if for just a second I take off these colored glasses I can see it might just be
a waste of time and I don't know everyday that passes it gets easier to walk off and it seems
alright and everyday another person I used to call my friend just dissapears from sight now I
see that I'm all alone just like I always was fromthe beginning and I think maybe that's the
reason I'm not hanging around I seeyour face and wonder where you'll be five years from now and
what it really means to you inside I can't explain the reasons why I can't hang out and bide my
time it just keeps going on and on and on and on and on and I don't know