My teas's gone cold
I'm wondering why
I got out of
bed at all
The morning rain
clouds up my window
And I can't
see at all
And even if
I could it'll
All be gray
but your picture
On my wall
it reminds me
That it's not so bad
it's not so bad
My teas's gone cold
I'm wondering why
I got out of
bed at all
The morning rain
clouds up my window
And I can't
see at all
And even if
I could it'll
All be gray
but your picture
On my wall
it reminds me
That it's not so bad
it's not so bad
Dear slim I wrote but
you still ain't callin
I left my cell
my pager
And my home phone
at the bottom
I sent two letters
back in autum
You must not
a got 'em
There probably
was a problem
At the post office
or somethin
Sometimes
I scribble addresses
Too sloopy
when I jot 'em
But anyways
fuck it
What's been up man
how's your daughter
My girlfriend's
pregnant too
I'm bout to be
a father
If I have
a daughter guess
What I'ma call her
I'ma name her bonnie
I read about
your uncle
Ronnie too
I'm sorry
I had a friend
kill himself
Over some bitch
who didn't want him
I know you probably
hear this everyday
But I'm your
biggest fan
I even got the
underground shit
That you did
with skam
I got a room full
of your posters
And your
pictures man
I like the shit
you did with
Rawkus too tha
t shit was fat
Anyways I hope you get
this man hit me back
Just to chat
truly yours
Your biggest fan
this is stan
My teas's gone cold
I'm wondering why
I got out of
bed at all
The morning rain
clouds up my window
And I can't
see at all
And even if
I could it'll
All be gray
but your picture
On my wall
it reminds me
That it's not so bad
it's not so bad
Dear slim you
still ain't
Called or wrote
I hope you
Have a chance
I ain't mad
I just think
it's fucked up
You don't
answer fans
If you didn't wanna
talk to me outside
Your concert
you didn't
Have to but you
coulda signed
An autograph for
matthew that's my
Little brother man
he's only
Six years old
we waited in the
Blistering cold for
you four hours
And you just
said no
That's pretty
shitty man
You're like
his fuckin idol
He wants to be
just like you man
He likes you
more than I do
I ain't that
mad though
I just don't like
bein lied to
Remember when
we met in Denver
You said it I'd write
you you would
Write back see
I'm just like you
In a way
I never knew my
Father neither
he used to always
Cheat on my mom
and beat her
I can relate to
what you're saying
In your songs
so when I
Have a shitty day
I drift away
And put 'em on cause
I don't really
Got shit else
so that shit helps
When I'm depressed
I even got a tattoo
Of your name
across the chest
Sometimes I even cut
myself to see
How much it bleeds
lt's like
Adrenaline the pain
is such a sudden
Rush for me see
everything you say is
Real and I respect you
cause you tell it
My girlfriend's
jealous cause
I talk about you
twenty four seven
But she don't know
you like
I know you slim
no one does
She don't know
what it was
Like for people
like us growin up
You gotta
call me man
I'll be the
biggest fan
You'll ever lose
sincerely
Yours stan P.S. we
should be together too
My teas's gone cold
I'm wondering why
I got out of
bed at all
The morning rain
clouds up my window
And I can't
see at all
And even if
I could it'll
All be gray
but your picture
On my wall
if reminds me that
It's not so bad
it's not so bad
Dear mister
I'm too good
To call or
write my fans
This'll be the
last package
I ever send you
acs it's been
Six months and
still no word
I don't deserve it
I know you go my
Last two letters
I wrote the addresses
On 'em perfect
so this is my cassette
I'm sending you
I hope you hear it
I'm in the car
right now
I'm doing 90
on the freeway
Hey slim I drank
a fifth of vodka
You dare me
to drive
You know the song by
Phil Collins
In the Air
of the night
About that guy
who coulda saved
That other guy
from drowing but
Didn't then
Phil saw it
All then at
a show he found him
That's kinda
how this is
You coulda rescued me
from drowing now
It's too late
I'm on a 1000 downers
I'm drowsy
and all
I wanted was a lousy
letter or a call
I hope you know
I ripped all
Of your pictures
off the wall
I love you slim
we coulda been
Together
think about it
You ruined it now
I hope you can't sleep
And you dream
about it
And when you dream
I hope you can't sleep
And you scream
about it
I hope your conscience
eats at you
And you can't breathe
without me
See slim shut up bitch
I'm trying to talk
Hey slim that's
my girlfriend
Screamin in the
trunk but I
Didn't slit
her throat
I just tied her up see
I ain't like you
Cause if
she suffocates
She'll suffer more and
then she'll die too
Well gotta go
I'm almost
At the bridge now
oh shit I forgot
How'm I supposed to
send this shit out
My teas's gone cold
I'm wondering why
I got out of
bed at all
The morning rain
clouds up my window
And I can't
see at all
And even if
I could it'll
All be gray
but your picture
On my wall
it reminds me that
It's not so bad
it's not so bad
Dear stan
I meant to write
You sooner
but I just been busy
You said your
girlfriend's
Pregnant now
how far along is she
Look I'm really
flattered you
Would call your
daughter that and
Here's an autograph
for your brother
I wrote it
on the starter cap
I'm sorry
I didn't see you
At the show
I musta missed you
Don't think
I did that shit
Intentionally
just to do diss you
But what's this shit
you said about
You like to cut your
wrists too
I say that shit
just clownin
Dogg c'mon
how fucked up is you
You got some
issues stan
I think you need
some counseling
To help your ass
from bouncing
Off the walls
when you get down some
And what's this shit
about us meant
To be together
that type of shit'll
Make me not want us
to meet each other
I really think you and
your girlfriend
Need each other
or maybe
You just need to
treat her better
I hope you get to
read this letter
I just hope
it reaches
You in time
before you
Hurt yourself
I think
That you'll be doin
just fine if you
Relax a little
I'm a glad
I inspire you
but stan
Why are you so mad
try to understand
That I do want
you as a fan
I just don't want you
to do some crazy shit
I seen this one shit
on the news
A couple weeks ago
that made me sick
Some dude was drunk
and drove his car
Over a bridge
and had his
Girlfriend
in the trunk
And she was pregnant
with his kid and
In the car they
found a tape
But they didn't say
who it was to come on
Think about his name
was it was you damn~