Was 27 surviving my return of Saturn
A long vacation didn't sound so bad
Was full of secrets locked
and tied like iron melting
Running on empty so out of gas
Thought I wasn't enough
found I wasn't so tough
Laying on the bathroom floor
We were living on a fault line
and I felt the fault was all mine
Couldn't take it anymore
By the grace of God
There was no other way
I picked myself back up
I knew I had to stay
I put one foot in front
of the other and I
Looked in the mirror
and decided to stay
Wasn't gonna let love
take me out that way
I thank my sister for keeping
my head above the water
When the truth was
like swallowing sand
Now every morning
hope there is no more mourning
Oh I can finally see myself again
I know I am enough
possible to be loved
It was not about me
Now I have to rise above
Let the universe call the bluff
Yeah the truth will set you free
By the grace of God
There was no other way
I picked myself back up
I knew I had to stay
I put one foot in front
of the other and I
Looked in the mirror
and decided to stay
Wasn't gonna let love
take me out that way
That way no that way no
not in the name
in the name of love
that way no that way no
I am not giving up
By the grace of God
I picked myself back up
I put one foot
in front of the other and
I looked in the mirror
looked in the mirror
looked in the mirror
looked in the mirror
By the grace of God
There was no other way
I picked myself back up
I knew I had to stay
I put one foot in front
of the other and I
Looked in the mirror
and decided to stay
Wasn't gonna let love
take me out that way