So hard to define,
can’t drive you from my mind
though I vowed I’d let memories fade.
So lost in myself,
happiness in your hell.
So how do you like this life that you made?
So hard to believe
you could captivate me,
but the time we had I’d never trade.
New life in your eyes
following our demise.
So how do you like this life that you made?
The heresy that I believed
has served me well in agony.
The solitude that has deceived
has falsified to tyranny.
The soul you tossed aside for dead
is coming back and seeing red.
You tried to alienate my pride
but I have numbness on my side.
Spit on my remains
pour the salt in my veins,
go ahead I can’t feel anyway.
Belittle my heart,
tear this blackness apart.
So how do you like this life that you made?
Drugged, miscarried, thrown away.
Cast to limbo, lost my way.
Scarred and broken, fucked for life.
Please let me return your knife.
Everyday the past
kicks me right in the ass
and it feels like ecstasy in your hate.
Comfort in despair
now that you’re no longer there.
So how do you like this life that you made?
The heresy that I believed
has served me well in agony.
The solitude that has deceived
has falsified to tyranny.
The soul you tossed aside for dead
is coming back and seeing red.
You tried to alienate my pride
but I have numbness on my side.