<Lose Myself - Lauryn Hill (서핑업 (Surf`s Up) OST)>
I used to do it for the love a long time ago
And all I ever wanted was love
I used to love without fear a long time ago
And all I ever wanted was love
Then somebody came around and tried to hurt me
Tried to make me feel like I was unworthy
Took a pure love and tried to make it dirty
Truth was they never did deserve me, No!
I had to lose myself so I could love you better
I had to lose myself, had to lose myself so I could love you better
Had to lose myself, had to lose myself
So I could love you better
Lose myself in love and that`s just the way it is..
Couldn`t tell me I was love when I needed it
When, all I ever wanted was love
Should a told me just me because!
I`m worth receiving it, but all I ever wanted was love
There`s is something awkward
About the selflessness it takes to
Give love and the good that it makes you!
True love can never really forsake you
But it took a little while just for me to see!
I had to lose myself so I could love you better
I had to lose myself, had to lose myself so I could love you better
Had to lose myself in love and that`s just the way it is..
I had a paralyzing fear of facing failure
And I couldn`t love you perfectly with fear in my head
So I peerlessly had to face the danger
So I could come back and love you whole instead
All of your soul I said!
So I could make it better
I had to lose myself so I could love you better
I had to lose myself, had to lose myself so I could love you better
Had to lose myself in love and that`s just the way it is..
And so it goes that I never meant to hurt you
Couldn`t stay but I never meant to desert you
Whole lot a things I just had to work thru
Time to heal and restore myself worth too
Confrontation of my fears and anxiety
Cried a whole lot years I suffered quietly
And though it may have taken years I can finally!
Tell you that you were always on my mind!
I had to lose myself so I could make it better
I had to lose myself, had to lose myself so I could make it better
Had to lose myself, had to lose myself
So I could make it better
Had to lose myself in love and that was just the way!
Takes strength to absorb all the abuse I did
Great love to absorb all the misuse I did
Hey baby it`s not an excuse I give
And I`d do it all again because for you I live
Takes strength to absorb all the abuse I did
Great love to absorb all the abuse I did
Hey baby it`s not an excuse I give
And I`d do it all again because for you I live
I had to lose myself so I could make it better
I had to lose myself, had to lose myself so I could make it better
Had to lose myself, had to lose myself
So I could make it better
Had to lose myself, had to lose myself
So I could make it better
Had to lose myself in love and that was just the way!
And that was just the way it is..