You put me on a pedestal
And tell me I'm the best
Raise me up into the sky
Until I'm short of breath
Fill me up with confidence
I say what's in my chest
Spill my words and tear me
Down until there's nothing left
Rearrange the pieces just
To fit me with the rest yeah
But what if I what if I trip?
What if I what if I fall?
Then am I the monster?
Just let me know
And what if I what if I sin?
And what if I what if I break? Yeah
Then am I the monster? Yeah
Just let me know yeah
I was fifteen
When the world put me on a pedestal
I had big dreams
Of doin' shows and making memories
Made some bad moves tryna act cool
Upset by their jealousy
Lifting me up
(Lifting me up) lifting me up
And tearing me down
(Down) tearing me down
(Down down)
I'll take responsibility
For everything I've done
Holding it against me
(Yeah) like you're the holy one
I had a chip on my shoulder
Had to let it go
'Cause unforgiveness keeps them in control
I came in with good
Intentions then I let it go
And now I really wanna know
But what if I what if I trip?
What if I what if I fall?
Then am I the monster?
Just let me know
And what if I what if I sin?
And what if I what if I break?
Then am I the monster?
Just let me know
(Oh please just let me know yeah)
La da da duh duh
(But what if I fall?)
La da da duh duh duh na
La da da da duh duh
La da da duh duh duh na
La da da duh duh
(Please don't let me fall)
La da da duh duh duh na
La da da da duh duh
(Oh please don't let me fall)
La da da duh duh duh na