When I think of you in the city
The sight of you among the sites
I get this sudden sinking feeling
Of a man about to fly
Never kept me up before
Now Ive been awake for days
I cant fight it anymore
Im going through an awkward phase
I am secretly in love with
Everyone that I grew up with
Do my crying underwater
I cant get down any farther
All my drowning friends can see
Now there is no running from it
Its become the crux of me
I wish that I could rise above it
But I stay down
With my demons
I stay down
With my demons
Passing buzzards in the sky
Alligators in the sewers
I dont even wonder why
Hide among the unbelievers
Huddle with them all night long
The worried talk to god goes on
I sincerely tried to love it
Wish that I could rise above it
But I stay down
With my demons
I stay down
With my demons
I stay down
With my demons
I stay down
With my demons
Can I stay here I can sleep
On the floor
Paint the blood and hang the palms
On the door
Do not think Im going places
anymore
Wanna see the sun come up above
New York
Oh everyday I start so great
Then the sunlight dips
Less Ive learned
The more I see the pythons and
the limbs
Do not know whats wrong with me
Sours in the cup
When I walk into a room
I do not light it up
F*ck
So I stay down
With my demons
I stay down
With my demons
I stay down
With my demons
I stay down
With my demons