All I ever wanted was
somebody to hear me
And all I ever wanted was
somebody to feel me
And everybody wanna tell me
that I'm out of my head
When I'm on the mic
that's fine but that don't scare me
It's been a long time
but I'm back now
Rap pow welcome to the rap house
Rap pow will live till
I pass out blackout blackout
Everybody keep on wondering
if I still rap now
Are you serious
Anybody out there hearing this
Yo I came in the game as a lyricist
And I'mma leave like that Period
You sniff lines I write lines
you've now entered in my mind
And you better get ready
cause you might find
I'm from a different
place and my kind
It's a little bit
different than yours is
Quit snoring hip hop isn't dead
It's just been in mourning
from the moment I quit recording
Quick record this
Listen I'm warming up
and you're misinformed if
You think that I'm slipping up this
ain't sick enough then
I'll skip the chorus
I've been here ain't
nobody heard of me
Yeah I'mma turn this beat
to a murder scene
I don't live for the world
I live for the King I live
for the King focus
I wrote this with emotion
It's hard to get a break
when the door's ain't open
It's hard to get a shot
when the gun ain't loaded
And it's hard to make a living
when nobody wanna notice Hold it
What am I insane
maybe Plain crazy
You put me in a room with a mic
you will not restrain me
You do what you wanted
but you can't contain me
Lazy Is not a character
trait of mine Don't wait in line
This is the current condition
of my state of mind
Don't tell me that this isn't real
Don't tell me this ain't how I feel
This is all I have All I have
All I ever wanted was
somebody to get this
All I ever wanted was
somebody to play this
Take my song put it on their playlist
and get goosebumps every time
they play it Rate us
If that's my calling or not Father
maybe I should just not bother
Go back to that 9 to 5 but
I am not a quitters don't quit that
I never been a killer
but I guarantee I kill tracks
Put them in a coffin lost in
Rip that trying to make an impact
in rap is that insane
Well I guess so
Rap though better
give me that pencil
And you ain't ever gonna
make it it's all mental
I am in a place where
I can't let go Ah
I still work a job and do this
And y'all know what's stupid
I thought all you had to do was
get a record deal and
yo things start moving
But that's not the case
because most of the times
the artists you hear
You keep on thinking
that artist is new but
that artist has probably
been at it for years
Yeah In the back of my mind thinking
Am I wasting my time dreaming
And I ain't got no money
in my wallet but I guarantee there
ain't no way that
I am gonna leave this
I need this I swear to
y'all I need this
And it's hip-hop in my veins
if you cut me I'mma bleed it
And yo What you think I write
raps for no reason no
Take my pain and I put em
in a song ever since them
pills they took my mom
I've been a different person
Don't try to predict my verses
What you're hearing now is me
whether I'm in front
or behind that curtain
I stand behind these words
I'm a Christian but I'm not perfect
Don't tell me to calm down
I'm calm now listen I'm just working
Yeah it might take a minute
to get it but once you get it everything
will be crystal clear
I don't think they see my vision here
I don't think they see my vision here
Don't tell me that this isn't real
Don't tell me this ain't how I feel
This is all I have All I have
Don't tell me that this isn't real
Don't tell me this ain't how I feel
This is all I have All I have
Don't tell me that this isn't real
Don't tell me this ain't how I feel
This is all I have All I have
All I have
Don't tell me that this isn't real
this isn't real this isn't real
This is all that I have
this is all that I have