So I'm waiting for this test to end,
so these lighter days can soon begin
I'll be alone, but maybe more carefree,
Like a kite that floats so effortlessly
I was afraid to be alone,
but now I'm scared that's how I like to be
All these faces run the same,
how can there be so many personalities?
So many lifeless, empty hands,
so many hearts in great demand
and now my sorrow seems so far away,
until I'm taken by these bolts of pain
But I turn them off, and tuck them away,
until those rainy days that make them stay
And then I'll cry so hard to these sad songs,
and the words still ring, once here, now gone
And they echo through my head everyday,
and I don't think they'll ever go away
Just like thinking of your childhood home,
but we can't go back, we're on our own
Ohh
But I'm about to give this one more shot,
And find it in myself, I'll find it in myself
So we're speeding towards that time of year,
to the day that marks that you're not here
And I think I'll want to be alone,
so please understand that I don't answer the phone
I'll just sit and stare at my deep blue walls,
until I can see nothing at all
Only particles, some fast, some slow,
all my eyes can see is all I know
Ohh
But I'm about to give this one more shot,
And find it in myself, I'll find it in myself
(Do, do, do, do-do-do)