This was the year
I would finish a book
I was going to live
a Bohemian life in Berlin
And this was the year
I was redecorating my kitchen
my bedroom my bathroom
and everything in side
This was the year
my life would change
and all of the chaos would fall
in two days
This was the year
I would start on a diet
and be very healthy while
reading the magazines thorough
And this was the year
I would write a whole book
about life
how I see it and
they would all think I was smart
And this was the year
I would play on tv
I would talk to the host
about life and the hard
times last year
And this was the year
I would tour in the states
I would live in New York
buy new clothes
and drink wine every day
This was the year
I would make it
But this became the year
I was faking it
Everything stays the same
The life that they're living
I want to move to Paris
and I want to be with my
lover my lover my beloved one
beloved beloved beloved one
I want to tell him I love him
I want to ride on a horse
in the sunset
with my
beloved beloved beloved one
beloved beloved beloved one
This was the year
I would marry have kids
buy a house with a garden
and this was the year
I would cook everyday
I would travel the world
talk to strangers and friends
be a lover a wife
a mother a friend
And everything would
turn out perfect
in the end
in the end
in the end
Oh I thought had changed
but nothing has changed
eveything stays the same