Am I naive or am I too
sophisticated to be draft or
am I just confused
Am I selfish or
am I darn egotistical or
am I just unrealistic
My life with everything
I care or without everything
that I don’t care enough
World seems always cool
or cruel to lean on
what an obvious world
ravelling every time
Want to give myself
so various egos
and courage not to be afraid
of what people say about me
Want to give myself answers
why I am like this
and why I live with the limitations
to keep myself in this pen
Am I naive or
am I too sophisticated
to be draft or am I just confused
Am I selfish or
am I darn egotistical or
am I just unrealistic
My life with everything
I care or without everything
that I don’t care enough
World seems always cool
or cruel to lean on
what an obvious world
ravelling every time
Want to give myself
so various egos
and courage not to be afraid
of what people say about me
Want to give myself answers
why I am like this
and why I live with the limitations
to keep myself in this pen
Wanting to reach the end
of this road finding out
what my portrait looks like
in 10 years in this mirror
Hoping for being stylish
easygoing super splendid
sociable successful
courageous confident
Wise enough to say no to empty
shallow amusement
strong enough to show myself
to the world
My life with everything
I care or without everything
that I don’t care enough
World seems always cool
or cruel to lean on
what an obvious world
ravelling every time
Want to give myself
so various egos
and courage not to be afraid
of what people say about me
Want to give myself answers
why I am like this
and why I live with the limitations
to keep myself in
Want to give myself
so various egos
and courage not to be afraid
of what people say about me
Want to give myself answers
why I am like this
and why I live with the limitations
to keep myself in this pen