I've been in a daze.
It seems like days that I've been waiting for this dream to pass.
It goes so fast.
It seems nothing lasts.
I think I've lost something.
Stuck here with these people wide awake,
The crush of bodies in one space.
I feel your hot breath on my tongue.
I wonder where you've gone.
And the ever-turning spinning wheel of people, places, lies.
I feel the restless beat of the sleepless night to come.
I just want to be numb.
I just want to be numb.
Hopeless these three years like smoking gears,
I go from place to place just aimlessly and half asleep,
Like I've fallen alone in some endless breach.
I don't know where I am.
I don't know what I've done.
I just go over it and over it again and again and again.
I can't sleep at night.
I can't breathe.
But if I drink tonight, I'll get you off my mind.
And the ever-present pit I feel,
I'm turning on some spinning wheel.
The faces and the scenes I see,
And none of it seems real to me.
Just the bleary haze of the morning still to come.
I just want to be numb.
I just want to be numb.
I just want to be numb.
I just want to be numb.
I just want to be numb.