Here I am sleeping alone
Away from the world
I know my voice can’t be heard
And I awoke fighting for help
But I`m drowned out
By the screams of those
Who’ve finally lost their minds
And the rest of their lives
Honestly if there`s not a chance in hell
I might as well admit myself
You`re under my skin and over my head
I`m hearing these voices in my dreams
It`s over and over
I`m afraid I`ll never escape
You and your words sound so bitter
Can you remember the last time they weren`t
Is this something that I deserve
The palms of my hands are bleeding again
Here I am locked in this room
Holding onto my life
I know if I ever survive
You will see the monster inside
But I swear to you they’ve led me
They led me to this
`Cause I almost lost my mind
And the rest of my life
Honestly if there`s not a chance in hell
I might as well admit myself
You`re under my skin and over my head
I`m hearing these voices in my dreams
It`s over and over
I`m afraid I’m going insane
Is this my fault
Did I bring this upon myself
I can`t go on without your help
And I tried to believe that I’d make it on my own
I`m becoming the man
You tried to destroy for years
Which would be worse
To live my life as a monster
Or to die as a good man